The answer is, "You don't have to."
That, my friends, is your choice.
Everything in circulation, set in motion, time, its essence, literally life itself is a choice. Whether you live or die, although there is still a much singular higher power in control over this, the choice is still yours. Evidence that this is true is spread throughout our internet industry, magazines, leaflets, almost everywhere. How a man regains the strength of his legs after a horrible incident, coming back to the living breathing world after a coma, all kinds of recovery in the human body is largely based in our mental strength and power. The will of our minds make us who we are, and in its immense, unexplored vastness, therein lies our immortality.
I could be wrong in all this, but this is my theory.
Here I will reveal small secrets on the conditions of our minds, how, what makes us tick. Throughout all the studies, I dare to say that I have barely even begun to scratch the surface of the ultimate truth.
Behind, underneath, within our minds, our thoughts lie various layers of ourselves. Our limits, our potential, our weakness, our strengths, our 'buttons', our vulnerabilities . There are some or many of us who are aware of them, and being so, they find the different levels of the mind. The 1st conscience, the 2nd, 4rd, 4th, 5th and so on. It may be impossible to tell how many levels of consciousness the human race possesses, but one can try to guess. The first, is the conscience of our world. Color, shape, smell, basically, our 5 senses. Nothing more. The second is gently combined with the first, making it real, giving it weight, depth and understanding. The third, also combined with the second, thereby massing together with the first, is our ability to judge right from wrong, feelings that surround us, awareness, limited imagination, sense of direction, a small sign of our sixth sense. Although this varies in people, we somehow posses a sixth sense, although we are almost always unaware of it. The fourth, fifth and onwards are the ones that give a person character and attitude. This is hardly perceived by many, making them unaware by what force do they fancy something, someone, why they make choices. To sum it up, what makes up their engine is a complete mystery to many. Beyond the basic senses and conscience of the mind, lies our thinking souls, our demons, our fear.
The levels of conscience beyond the first three are rare. We all have it in ourselves, but we rarely ever learn to tap into it. The cause being, some are afraid of what they may find, others, not knowing how to. Or simply put, some are ignorant. They live life thinking there is no higher power, or they believe in fate, saying that things are meant to be and there is nothing they can do that will alter it. That attitude, is ultimate death. Acknowledging that you have no total control over anything in your life is to succumb to mortality, weakness. True, we are after all, mortals, but why make it so fragile? I will explain.
The other conscience is our imagination. It is a small tap into the near or distant future, the ability to differentiate things and know the reasons why they must be differentiated. The sixth sense gives you an instinct, some say, a gut instinct. The higher levels of conscience gives you the reason or makes you understand why you have these gut instincts. It doesn't leave you wondering why you do things for no reason, it brings you deeper into the world of your mind, expanding your horizon, seeing things in a different light, understanding things much better than the normal human being. You are aware of your every surrounding. You're senses are heightened, you feel more, you hear more, you see more. For example, ask a random person to look at a book and describe it. The basic human would tell you this:
"The book is thick. Written by Eric Matthews. The title is 'To Burn a Denver Bush'. Its cover is green."
There may be extra details, but this is not important.
But ask a person who is aware of his conscience and his surroundings, he will answer as such:
"Thick, yes, probably written when he was in the prime of his life. The hardcover suggests he meant this book as one of his better works, most probably protecting his experience in life, some of which he poured into this book. The color green also suggests that he liked to think that this book would bring hope, renew a persons understanding, that there still could be a chance of redemption. The title is vague, random, most probably a hidden meaning, something personal he experienced that affected his life, no matter on what scale. Eric Matthews, a strong family name, one of discipline, of tradition. Strong family ties. Yet the writer would have gone through a few rough patches, a vengeful ex girlfriend perhaps...... etc etc."
In short, this person is looking beyond the obvious, picking up probable ideas in the mist of his imagination. He may be completely wrong, and he may be absolutely right. You think this is impossible? It is not. We humans are all connected to each other, we have the same bodies, the same organs. There is nothing that makes us different. Only our judgement, our senses differ. But tap into the conscience, and all this will become crystal clear.
Till next time.
