Heaven Holes

I talk to you everyday
But you never have anything nice to say
You melt my heart with pain
Saying there really is nothing to gain
You make me aware of the silence around
But then leave me sometimes alone without a sound
You came to me with words of hate
Now the more I watch, a little of everyones soul I take
I sink into my darkest places
While you stand over me making faces
You never leave me alone
Always your spiteful tone
Ringing in my ears over and over
Then I sit and watch with you, the world moving so much slower
You tell me of things that I never knew
Im afraid, but I'm in love with you
But why haunt me when im so fragile
Because you know I never smile
I am love and fate
You are destiny and hate
Yes, I am no longer a beating being
This chest I bear no longer heaving
Emotions, you once told me, is death
Take it in once, and you'll have nothing left
But what am I doing when im mad and sick
I watch time and thse moments tick
I am insane with pain and jealousy
If you dont understand that, you never knew me

Black Birds I Recognise

I made coffee in the morning
Sat out lunch then laid down in mourning
Children beside the porch
Make peaceful screams as they burn and scorch
I keep the doors locked and open
Whenever they ask, I pretend nothings about to happen
Packets of red scattered all over the floor
Each passing year, the yellow people yearn for more
Once a week without much time to share
I meet my age with tons of tobacco to spare
We call the calling but it's no use
Images a pastime trying to confuse
Shivers past the bright moon
Walking back a persistant thought about each rune
Back again wishing the darkness will empty
But awake with a grin forever grumpy
Stills of undead and sounds of gunfire
I cower in clothes of metal, awaiting me outside a terrible liar
I tried a save, but came out cold
Now I sit on feathers typing out what could unfold
A book with my name on books
Tearing out love with pirates hooks
It's a failure when the sun strikes the sky
For from then onwards time will quickly fly
Less than 2 but more than 1
Somewhere someone dies by a gun
Welcome to the morning without sleep
We'll say goodbye when the devils maker we soon will meet

Eieiree

Yes, I am a man
Hanging loose skin on a midnight stand
Give yourself anything, a dream
You'll find yourself in a room filled with steam
Thinking of thoughts
Standing inside with flowers out of their pots
Burning the letters of words
Running after sundrop birds
I feel the people
Read the sermons from towns steeple
High and low
Looking down into deaths pillow
Sorrow deep with keys of purple water
Lennards asleep on tea awake with our sister
I think you know when to stop to start
Then I turn around in bed with a broken heart
These words I write
To hold me naked and slippery tight

Cantara

Look in the right places and you can find every answer there is.
Even the reason why humans are this predictable.




I hear the twinkle listen
The soft beats and booming feet
Enchanting rhymes slither closer
Move me, glide past
The claws are darker this bright early midnight day
Beat
Doom
Harsh
Closer
It's the shuffle of ghostly feet
The shadow of anger clinging closer
Over me
Whispers I cannot deny
Light fades, faith diminishes
Strength, the will, vanishes into the bright red silky air
Belief and knowledge are no more
But still a small certainty
The twitch, the rush
Its power over me
I hear her voice, I hear the drums, I hear the spells
I see her, I see the drums, I see the spells
And then
I wake no more