Tuesday, October 24, 2006

The Weak

Maybe no one will ever understand how lonely I feel when it comes to this time of the month, how weird it feels. Not to mention being there and just having a bad week and no one really around to check up on me makes things worse.

Back in camp at 2100 hrs, live shoots tomorrow, tell me, do you know how difficult it is to concentrate when things are wrong all over? I have to put EVERY single thing aside and focus on things that I hardly like to do. Then coming back and seeing things the way they are don't help.







"She forgets me the moment she's gone, the reality of realism is never real."

Saturday, October 21, 2006

Red Morn

I guess your'e guessing.

For a bit, I was hesitant, but what the heck. I'm in blue and marching. Booked out this week, early, cause it's the holidays. and ba-booom. The whole of a HOLIDAY SATURDAY i'm stuck at home customizing my icons on my com.

IS THAT GREAT OR WHAT HUH? FUCKING HIP ISN'T IT? YAAAAAAAYA!

Oh well. Who flying fuck gives.
I know it's been a loong time, but i just wanted to put this up. Cause she's so fucking cute.

The both of them. Fuck kat.

Friday, October 13, 2006

The Invisible

To kill or not to kill
To die or not to die
To lie or not to lie
To destroy or not to destroy
To love or not to love
To smile or not to smile
To run or not to run
To say or not to say
To fail or not to fail
To try or not to try
To continue or not continue
To want or not to want
This is how I see it in your eyes