Heaven Holes

I talk to you everyday
But you never have anything nice to say
You melt my heart with pain
Saying there really is nothing to gain
You make me aware of the silence around
But then leave me sometimes alone without a sound
You came to me with words of hate
Now the more I watch, a little of everyones soul I take
I sink into my darkest places
While you stand over me making faces
You never leave me alone
Always your spiteful tone
Ringing in my ears over and over
Then I sit and watch with you, the world moving so much slower
You tell me of things that I never knew
Im afraid, but I'm in love with you
But why haunt me when im so fragile
Because you know I never smile
I am love and fate
You are destiny and hate
Yes, I am no longer a beating being
This chest I bear no longer heaving
Emotions, you once told me, is death
Take it in once, and you'll have nothing left
But what am I doing when im mad and sick
I watch time and thse moments tick
I am insane with pain and jealousy
If you dont understand that, you never knew me