Freedom Soon Will Come: May 2011

Saturday, May 14, 2011

You Think About

Run. Hide. Vanish. Kill. Rip. Crush. Angry. Regret. Worthless. Bleed. Spit. Despise.

These are the things they make me feel.

How is it a good thing.

Lies.Lies.Lies.Lies.Lies.Lies.Lies.Lies.Lies.Lies.Lies.Lies.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Matthew

I wrote before pain is choice. Freedom of mind is choice.

I choose oblivion. I choose to enter the gloom once again for my rebirth. It could be my death, but if it is meant to be, it must. I vow not to speak again of feelings. I may fail, but I must try.

Because no one appreciates what I say. God gave you truth, he gave you signs, and you rejected everything. He will give you another chance, but you will still hold on to your false values and not repent. We will tarry no longer.

I have wasted my time on you, everyone. I pray the end of time is hardest for you because what you put me through is nothing compared to what you will go through.

He will not save your soul.

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Satisfied

Forget your lust, for the rich mans gold

All that you need, is in your soul

Burn harder, faster.

Run harder, faster.

Try harder, faster.

I am the only one.

I belong on my own.

I don't need anyone else.

Where is the cold? Melted. It must begin again.

Can't you see i'm trying to let it all fall away, be who I really am, but no one lets me, they keep making me raise up my walls again and again and again.

So be it.

Freedom Soon Will Come