Sometimes we look back at the things we've done, people we knew, we wonder so much about it.
They would ask me, where are you now?
I'm in my gloomy corner. No one touches me here. I don't wanna be near anyone or anything. I feel like i'm still very much alone in my very own world. I might have put myself there, but what else could I do? My thoughts are so different, so deep, so complex, no one has yet been able to fathom what I am day by day. How sad. When the times are like these, the world around me moves in slow motion, you see the faces of people around you wrinkle and fade, frown and cringe. You hear the silent pleas of help, the whispers of pain that they feel. Why am I here? I try so hard to be normal, but when i'm alone, I never really am. My thoughts, visions come flooding in, I feel so helpless.
Do you know what this feels like?
It feels like im dying. Day by day, bits of me get blown into the wind. Nothing much anyone can do.
I'm waiting to die.
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