I don't think they'd understand.
That just wanted to be thought of, that I'd like the chance to be included.
And it's not the first. After a thought or two, it seems that i'm desperate. And why shouldn't I be? Such company is hard to find and I honestly have lost all individual capacity to start afresh.
But the fact that I am not, just hints of a harsh reality, and only gives light to this sad realization that, I AM right, as we all love to be, no matter how wrong it turns out to be. And all this just erases all words spoken so reassure, that alone is how things are meant to be.
Everyone lies, including me, everyone is a monster, everyone only thinks of themselves and will not care if another person burns, unless maybe, just maybe if it burns them too.
Yes, i'm spiteful. And I smile because it's the best way to lie.
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